Alright, trying to remind myself a few things.

1.] Install tablet to draw gift art for a friend.
2.] Reconsider a few personal issues with people.
3.] Go next door to scan more drawings.
4.] Continue to go next door to remind neighbor to e-mail my art.

Okie dokie now.
I WAS WONDERING!!!!
If I uploaded some of my scanned art on here, if anyone would do a collab with me? I had to get a new comp so I no longer have photoshop so that's a bit of a downer.
I'd really appreciate it if people helped me out :]

IN OTHER NEWS!
I have my first job interview on Saturday [Halloween]!!!
I'm so excited
Wish Me Luck!

- I'm in a bit of depression slump.. To say the least.
- Recently I heard that my grandfather is dying and it made me really depressed because I love my grandparents dearly and ever since my mother passed when I was 10 years of age, my grandparents treasured me.
- Well not only is my grandfather dying, but early this morning I heard that my grandmother is as well..
- Her heart is failing.. Only working at 20% tops.

- Not only am I depressed, but I am getting very very sick.
- I haven't been able to really eat much for about a week now and now hearing about my nana as well, I don't even want to leave my bed.

- I don't want to be awake, I don't want to face it.. but I have to.
- Sick and full of despair, I need to face it.
- Unfortunately ]:



* Jenn

Updating my journal cuz I haven't in a bit..

Anywho,
New laptop, yay, new friends, yay again, and fake friends, BOO!

I really dislike people who pretend to be your best friend then talk crap behind your back.
Why be a friend at all?
Seriously.

So yea. Felt like updating.
Update again soon when I can.

Honestly?
My birthday sucks.
Just, sucks.

One of my friends actually saw me today and thats it..
I have hundreds of friends and 5 said happy birthday to me.
I didnt go anywhere and the day is almost over..
The only thing i did today was go food shopping.
I hate today..
By the way, I'm 19 Today.

- Jenn

[19 IN 18 DAYS! WOOO! CANT WAIT TILL THE 27th!!!]

Yikes. I'm going muy loco over here!
K so I got kicked out of meh house so that's a bit of a downer, but the cool thing is, I'm in Massachusetts with my brothers.
I'm glad I still have them.
What really stinks is that I was in the middle of doing a cool art character thinger, and my computer and tablet are not hooked up! D;

BUT!
I'm using my oldest brothers laptop at this very moment.
I'm going to have to get used to things here.
I was a huge rule-follower/slave-like thinger at my old house, and here I can do whatever I want! [within reason obviously]
I'm a good kid anyways so that's cool.

gotta go for now. update another time <3